nearly too much...

unfortunately they told me last night, I didn´t have to work today.
Initiationsritus hinter mich gebracht, Prozess off getriggert, VEEEEERRY MUCH to think about these days...
it´s all sooooooo strange...!
uni gestern...felt like eventually I´m ready to deal with it (( & sogar jetzt hab´ ich angst, ich könnt´s ´verschreien´ ...eigenartiges idiom, nicht wahr?!...somehow I´m still not too sure... wow what a struggle it really is!))

dreaming about my cuban M.-thing constantly- just a fantasy, I know, but still something to hold on to, growing up!

well.

on my own!